Ballerina Outfit and Donuts

I rather love that title. Two most wonderful things: a ballet-inspired outfit and a donut. I’m happy today, you guys, because it’s  just a happy day. And because last night, I learned that today was National Donut Day (I literally accidentally just typed Natalie Donut Day, hahahaha). Then I went to bed and forgot. But oh, my subconscious, my subconscious wisely didn’t let me forget. I woke up and thought, “I know I usually keep these gluten-free donuts for Saturdays, but I want one today!” and even took a picture of it. A few hours later, Tumblr alerted me again to the fact that today is National Donut Day. Way to go, subconscious!
Style Secrets
Headband: ??
Necklace: ??
Ballet Pink Tee: Forever 21
Cardi: Marc Jacobs
Skirt: Forever 21
Ballet flats: Target
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Happiness Project

Reading The Happiness Project, and happened to check out the Happiness Issue of Whole Living magazine at the same time at the library. Didn’t even know it! I went for a post-rain walk, gave myself a foot soak, and read a bit while sipping some chamomile tea. Then Skype-d with the boy, who told me that if he were here he’d be giving me hugs and kisses because I had on that cute little smile. I’d call that a pretty good night!

Easy Lunch

No time for outfit posts yet….but I’m working from home this morning and put together a quick lunch I thought I’d share. This salad is my favorite pizza toppings made into a salad. My favorite toppings are pepperoni and black olives, usually with onions. The salad is: organic salad mix, mini pepperoni, freshly sliced mozzarella from a block, Sabra greek olive hummus (my new favorite) and organic buttermilk ranch dressing. Easy and delish! On the side: peach iced tea in a canning jar, with an awesome striped straw. That oughta keep me going for the rest of the afternoon!

Have a beautiful first day of June, loves!

We Need Your Perfect Love

“Oh, great and mighty One, with one desire we come: that You, that You would reign in us! We’re offering up our lives, a living sacrifice….We need Your perfect love…that Your love would define us.”
Please, Oh Lord, reign in us!!! To let your PERFECT LOVE DEFINE US, that the world may know You reign! Amen. Amen!!

Hello Yellow

Style Secrets
Hairclip: Goody
Yellow Cami: Thrifted
Gray Sweater: Thrifted
Wood Heart Necklace: ? old
Jeans: American Eagle
Heels: Thrifted
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Cutest Thing

As my Japanese friend said this morning to me after I showed her this, “This is the cutest thing to see!”:

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I love the caption. “Ballet is hard.” Haha. Makes me reminisce fondly of my ballet days 🙂

Most Days

TRUTH: Most days, we’re all just trying to get through the day. 

 (disclaimer: this is gonna be long, but stick with my two-fold thought here)

Some of us ate burnt toast for breakfast and spend the whole day giving in to that bitterness. Some of us have just suffered some greatly unfair injustice and we are battling the entire day, fighting back tooth and nail at anyone who crosses our path. Some of us have spent the night awake, sobbing, at what the world has taken from us….and we spend the entire day taking from others to fill our emptiness. Some of us have just realized what it means to be utterly alone, utterly terrified, utterly exhausted, utterly disappointed, utterly at rock bottom.

So I urge you, myself included: Be humble. Be patient. Be a servant of the world, like Jesus was, metaphorically ‘washing the feet’ of those you meet. All those you meet. Burnt-toast-taking-from-you-utterly-exhasuted people included (and yes, sometimes we are all of those combined). You are that person some days. I am that person some days.

And when you are, how about instead: Fight against the bitterness. Fight against the fighting. Fight against the taking. Let that light of Jesus Christ shine in you, so that the world knows we’re different. We are different. We must be different. It hurts sometimes, I know. And others will criticize. How can you be so chipper in the face of this? It seems wrong to be so happy when something so terrible happened. God convicted me of that myself not too long ago. But the peace of God passes all understanding.

4 Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! 5 Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. 6 Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7 And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. ~Philippians 

That first verse there is my favorite Bible verse. Rejoice in the Lord always! Let your gentleness be evident to all. Do not be anxious about anything…in every situation…with thanksgiving…and the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard our hearts and minds. I think my earthly mind was just blown. That sounds way too difficult, not gonna lie. But look: the heart is the wellspring of life, the Bible tells us.

23 Above all else, guard your heart,
   for everything you do flows from it. 
or, “Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life.
Proverbs 4:23

Wow! He will do that for us, He will guard our hearts if we pray to Him with thanksgiving. He will protect our hearts and minds with His peace that passes all understanding. He will protect our very lives….everything that we do.
Trust me, all of this goes against my nature. Ohhhhh, how some of this goes against my nature! When I’m mad or sad or upset, I want to either be mad and upset totally alone, wallowing…I’m a really good wallower (word?). Or I want the whole world to be as mad or sad as I am. It only seems fair! It seems justifiable to feel that way; natural, even. I’m also really good at passing judgement. Oops. Fail. But here’s the thing: God is a God of different, a God of mercy, and a God of supernatural.

So then.
What’s that burning rubber smell? Anyone else getting that?
That, my dear friends, is the rubber meeting the road.

Time to Decide

“Stoplights, breakdown, we cry, last try
Worlds collide, time to decide
Where you want to go in this great big world
Where you want to go in this great big world
Stuck here too long in this sad song
Lost on a street, everyone has
Vanished and you’re all alone
But you don’t know where to go
Yeah you’re all alone
And you want to go home
Run just as fast as you can
Run, ’til you reach the end
Where the fallen finally land
And your world starts over again
Run”
Style Secrets
Rose earrings: F21
Dress: Charlotte Russe
Cardi: Target, borrowed from mom
Belt: Charlotte Russe (came with dress)
Heels: Ann Taylor

Note to Self

This is a note to my grumpy self this morning.

Let’s talk about how fabulous you think I am…

Kidding, of course. But we ARE to be like a city on a Hill, shining the light of Jesus into every dark corner (and to every rude waitress who gets your gluten-free order wrong, and on every rainy Sunday when you’d rather stay home and snuggle up). 
“In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in Heaven.” ~Matthew 5:16
See, the main thing is the light has to point back to God. For within us, without the Holy Spirit, there isn’t much in the way of light. It’s pretty grimy and gritty in there. And that light is what separates us from the rest of the world. It’s what points others to God…that’s a pretty big responsibility. Especially in the face of waitresses who get your gluten free order wrong for the third time and on rainy Sundays when you’d rather stay home and snuggle up and sleep.

Happy Day

Filigree earrings. Gold buttons up the back. Stripes. Patent leather grid. Eyelet.Woven gold and silver ballet flats. There’s texture and interest to spare in this outfit (No, maybe not to spare. Don’t take any of it away!) Also: Mom is here to visit! 
Style Secrets
Earrings: Gift from a bestie, via Lia Sophia
Shirt: Gap
Belt: Local store
Skirt: Thrifted
Shoes: TJ Maxx for-eva ago
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